Burj Al-Arab

A good friend and I visited the Burj Al-Arab this evening. We sipped our drinks on the top floor of the hotel's Skyview Bar and looked out towards the world's tallest building, Burj Khalifah, in downtown Dubai. The third part of our holiday was just beginning. Part one celebrated Dida's wedding. Part two was spent in neighboring countries; Jerry in Saudi Arabia and myself in Muscat, Oman. With those experiences behind us and the world's tallest building in front of us, two thoughts entered my mind:

1) how insignificant and how fleeting our lives seem when measured against the scale and diversity of the world, particularly in a city like Dubai and in the shadow of such conquering structures like this city's skyline.

2) Embrace your seconds and minutes, and not just your days. Keep moments in the front of your mind and in the spirit of the old aphorism, Carpe diem!

City skylines have always triggered a reflective spirit in me. However, in Dubai my feelings were magnified and took a different angle. Thoughts of family, culture, language, imagination and initiative swirled in my head. How could I match the energy, commitment and drive of this city? Could my life have a greater purpose? In less than 20 years, Dubai transformed itself from a collection of short and stubby office buildings along a creek into a global tourist destination with "world's biggest" titles in over a dozen categories. Here I was approaching my 30th birthday and still pondering my contribution to this world.

I asked Jerry, "do you feel like you're still discovering yourself?"

"Of course." he responded. "I think life is a continuous learning process." Silence (the good kind). We stared longer at downtown Dubai. The city moved gracefully as buildings fitted with lights changed color and traffic flowed like blood through veins.

Then it dawned on me. No doubt each place, moment and shared or unshared experience contributes to the organic development of self. Recognizing this is one thing. But if I want to continue the process of self-discovery then I should continue recording the minutes and moments of inspiration. And in the spirit of Dubai, combine these moments with my goals to encourage a reality. 

A Minor Epiphany

Sitting on a stone wall at the beach in Qurm, Muscat, Oman. As I'm admiring the 6v6 beach soccer happening right in front of me, an older white tourist with the demeanor of a surfer dude appears next to me and breaks the silence, "you look like you want to play." 

"A part of me wants to", I respond. "Go for it, you should," he replies. I stay silent and ponder the thought. A couple mins pass by and when I turn to see if this guy is still standing, he's gone. Moments later I jump down from the stone wall and begin walking again. In front and behind me is nothing but beach. Yet this guy is no where to be seen. I start wondering about his remark to encourage me to join the beach football. 

Upon reflection it feels like one of those moments when you scale back to think of your action(s) and how they can reflect or even shape a personality. In recognizing this hours later, I realize that the guy and I had a verbal exchange of 25 words in the span of seconds and in that exchange we acknowledged two important things:  an interest in communicating with potentially like minded people, and a desire to to belong. 

Whether I fully understood at the time or not, I certainly realize now that the guy (directly or indirectly) challenged me to challenge myself; to stop pondering and start acting. Make a move or not. More importantly, there is no right or wrong answer but such choices define opportunities and how we chose to perceive them.